In all honesty, I haven't known what to write. I don't want to blog the war � there are plenty of good people and the news media doing that. But I can't just pretend that it's not happening and that everything is normal. It's not. Much of my consciousness has been consumed with censoring media from my 4 year old daughter � and immediately my thoughts go to the 4 year olds in Bagdad (and the rest of Iraq.) This whole thing hangs like a dark cloud over my being. I am really having a hard time putting words together (or even coherent thoughts for that matter.)